Kena tindih? BY Mara

It has been quite a while I didnt go to this page but yea, I have just finished reading it, especially the new posts. Im thinking to share my experience/s with you, esp J. Man, I also had experienced that one, the one yg inda dapat bangun inda dapat buka mata but sometimes dapat, payah kan dilawan, inda dpt bgarak etc etc. Some says yg atu kena tindih; like this ah; kita tarus2 limpang di katil kita, without knowing yg this being ada limpang there. so kirakan this being terhimpit obviously, yatah at night, kalau this being jenisnya mcm membalas jua (macam manusia :p) yatah di balasnya tu. time tani tidur, ia ada menghimpit. the reason tu pasal ia mau tane rasa apa rasanya kena himpit ah. apa yg tane rasa, yatah yg ia rasa sebelum atu. I am still experiencing yg cemani ani, always and im used to it. mcm kalau ada this terjadi, just buat dont know saja but anyhow kena advice jgn terlalu terlampau used to it and idk why. in my room, ada this being, tapi i think dalam dinding, and at the certain nights, ia menyanyi, the rhythm saja, wallahualam.

I remember this one morning, the night before kena tindih and inda berani kan buka mata, pasal takut kan you know, terlyat this being. fyi i heard a man voice in my ears "hahaha" time kan melawan ah. paginya i was mcm "apa tu ah dimalam atu" and instantly i was feeling mcm sleepy bebanar, bila kan tutup mata atu, my left ear kena kacau, kena mcm pigang2, belai2, wallahualam. and bila kan bangun, hilang, check di bawah katil, nothing was there. i was alone in my room.

somehow i feel mcm they like me, they like being around me, and idk lah, i think myself ani not mcm gross and disgusting. yatah always kalau telyat ustaz around, i always feel like "takut" and lari dri durang. or is it me the one yg hantu ani. -.-